Tuesday, May 12

Eyes (Not final title): Preview

(*NOTE: it'll probably be a very very long time before i finish writing and editing this.)
It was a nice gloomy day. The girl was awakened by the relentless pitter pattering, and she was not happy about that. She opened her eyes to the grayness outside. The day had not even started yet, and she wanted it to be over. “A crappy day to suit my crappy mood,” she thought to herself. She rolled over in the wrong direction and landed on the ground with a thud, as if to prove her point. She mumbled a curse.
“Stella!” The voice made its way upstairs and into her closed bedroom. The girl hated her name. “Are you all right?”
Stella grumbled in response, then realized she couldn't be heard. “Yes, mother!” she screamed, while still laying on the ground.
“Well, get ready soon. We have a big day ahead of us!” The voice left her alone. Stella rolled around on the ground a couple more times, then forced herself up. She made it to the bathroom and went through the motions of getting ready. There was nothing stellar about her right now. Really. Not even after attacking her blue and black hair with a brush and putting makeup on. Maybe it had something to do with her hating the world.
She pulled something on from her closet, destroyed jeans and an old shirt, and trudged downstairs. She wanted it to be clear just how not excited she was for today.

“Jason, wake up.” Jason opened his eyes and looked at the person in front of him through his eyelids.
“Mom?” he asked half-asleep. Then the thought registered. He opened his eyes fully and sat up. “Mom! What are you doing here?”
“Waking you up.” She said this casually, as if she does it everyday. She doesn't. “I was going to have Lulu wake you up, but she thought it would be rude to do so.”
Jason glanced over at Lulu, who was standing just outside the doorway, and the maid looked down.
“Oh,” he said.
His mom waited for him to continue, and when that didn't happen, she straightened up and said, “Well, I'll have Nina make you breakfast, since you're up.” With that, she left and the mousy maid trailed behind her.
Jason didn't want to get up. He wanted to go back to sleep, where he can continue his dream about hot girls. Sleep didn't come. His mom had done a good job of waking him up. 

After Vince went to sleep at 1, he was woken up at 4, when John stumbled home. There had been loud, out of tune singing and then a string of curses after a crash. After the sounds stopped, he drifted back to sleep and woke up some time later.
He sat up from his makeshift bed on the ground. Seeing as his twin size bed took up ninety percent of his room, it was only logical that all of his possessions were dumped on it, and using the floor as a bed instead.
Vince reached under his bed and pulled out his clock. It had somehow rolled under there during the night. He still had two hours until he had to go to one of his jobs. He didn't know how to spend his two hours of free time. Vince could either do his homework or waste the time. He reached under his bed again, and this time pulled out some beer bottles. To his dismay, they were empty.
“Damn,” he said. “And I don't have any money.” He looked into the bottle for any last drop. If his parents were still around, he wouldn't be having this problem. He would be a rich kid without any bad habits. But his uncle wasn't exactly a good influence.
Vince rolled the bottles back under his bed, and took out his calculus. “What a nerd,” he thought. “Doing homework on a Saturday morning.” But he needed good grades to go to college and get out of this house. After attempting four problems, he had an hour left. Enough time for any encounters with John. As it was, John was passed out on the couch. Vince eyed the bottle in his hands and the ones scattered on the ground around him. It'll be a while before Vince's next paycheck.
Time to deliver pizza, then mop up some floors, and then help set up a high school reunion for snobby rich people. His parents went to that one high school, but they won't be there tonight. It would be kind of creepy if they did.

Saturday, October 12

Underrated Singers: Bii, Andrew Tan, Miu Zhu

With so many singers in the Cpop world, there are bound to be amazing singers that not enough people know about.
I've made a blog post before about my love for Bii and I'm so happy that he's getting recognition finally. His friends (BFFLs?) Andrew Tan and Miu though, are still totally underrated.


 Miu Zhu is the one that made me notice Bii again.
Needless to say, she also has an amazing voice. Like, really amazing. She's also really cute and can dance. Sorry if my descriptions suck, but I don't really know what to say, except that her voice is AMAZING.


 
To be honest, I don't know that much about Andrew. He's Malaysian and debuted in 2008. Ok let's just listen to him sing. Fei Ni Bu Ke is one of his newest songs.


Saturday, September 21

Movie Review: Nou Otoko (Brain Man)

Plot
 In a small town in Japan, a series of seemingly random explosion cases occur. Ichiro Suzuki (Toma Ikuta) known as "Brain Man" is fingered as an accomplice. Midorikawa (Fumi Nikaido) works on the explosion case.
The mysterious man known as "Brain Man" has outstanding memory, high intelligence and a perfect body, but doesn't seem to have human emotions. Neurosurgeon Mariko Washiya (Yasuko Matsuyuki), who has her own personal trauma, believes that human nature is fundamentally good and tries to save criminals. She then becomes interested in Brain Man and works to uncover the truth. Meanwhile, Detective Chaya (Yosuke Eguchi) tracks down Brain Man.(cr: Asian Wiki)

Review
Ok, so i got bored while waiting for the next episode of fluffy adorable rom-com TWdrama Just You to watch this. I've only watched one other Japanese thing before, and that was One Liter of Tears.
This left me so mentally and emotionally exhausted, even though I was watching it using Chinese subtitles. I was screaming and covering my eyes and staring at the computer screen intensely and basically just freaking out.
The story was kind of confusing and at first I had no clue whatsoever what was going on. But then I got into it and wow. The plot is so complex with so many things happening but all fitting together. And it's pretty amazing how Ikuta Toma can play someone that doesn't have any feelings/emotions but still have such intense emotions. And I love how whenever he has an idea or decides to kill someone, he tilts his head.
And all these different disorders.....the only reason I could finish this movie so quickly is because I kept telling myself that this has stuff to do with psychology and therefore I'm doing my psych homework.

[SPOILER] Now let's talk about the ending. Mariko's patient kidnapped another kid even after "succeeding" in the therapy. So is it trying to say that criminals can't actually change? But the mother of that guy indirectly thanked Ichiro Suzuki for killing her son. So if the person killed is evil, then the murder is justified? And he smiled at the end. He actually smiled! So people are inherently good and the good just has be to discovered?
I don't know. But whatever. Awesome movie!!

Friday, September 6

Declaring Independence from my Awkwardness

*Note: this was a school assignment 

When something becomes too overwhelming and consuming, it is only natural for that person to declare independence from that very thing, whether it is a person, object, or feeling.

It is self-evident that all people are allowed to be confident, that they should be able to have faith in themselves, that these are what all people are entitled to and are among the unalienable rights. Whenever any kind of feeling or characteristic becomes destructive and an obstacle to becoming successful, it is the right of the person to abolish it. Social awkwardness and a low self esteem may make up who the person is, but it is my duty to remove a constraint that has done the following hurtful things.

It has stopped me from achieving my goals and dreams by making me doubt myself.

It has made me indecisive and miss many rare chances.

It has been the reason of my unwillingness to do things in public, directly leading to many long and unbearable lectures and ending with a parent severely and utterly disappointed.

It has refused to allow me to seem like I know what I'm doing, going as far as leading the dance teacher to assume that I am incapable of performing the most simple routines.

It is responsible for making me unconfident in something I've practiced for five years.

It is responsible for making people think I am dependent on others.

It has caused stuttering, sweaty palms and horribly humiliating situations.

It has forced me to make many random and embarrassing noises because of the absence of words to fill silences.

It has stopped me from asserting my opinions.

It has caused people to think I am weak and don't have any opinions.

It has caused many lifelong misunderstandings because I am too scared to defend and speak up for myself.

It has caused people to think I'm dumb because of my incapability of forming coherent sentences after being called on in class by the teacher.

It has caused anxiety at the thought of calling someone on the phone.

It has been in the way of socializing and interfered with the process of making friends, making it unreasonably difficult to start conversations with strangers, acquaintances and even old friends.

It is the reason why I can only find solace in the company of books, music, and my laptop.

It is the reason why I have trouble talking to people, even on the internet.

It is the reason behind my lack of a social life.

It has been a huge hindrance and obstacle in accomplishing many things that would have been beneficial to everyone.

After all of these setbacks and troubles, I have attempted to reach mutual agreements, but all of them were refused. I have attempted to live with it, and make it a part of me, but something so rude and so cruel is unfit to be part of someone's personality. None of my attempts have worked, and all of my attempts have been ignored, and therefore, I must denounce this relationship.

I, Fefe, do, for the good of my happiness and for my development as a productive and functional person, solemnly declare, that I have every right to be, and will be, free of social awkwardness, that I will have nothing more to do with it, that I will never again have a lack of confidence and to do all things which independent persons have the right to do.

Tuesday, August 13

Review: Sweet Sweet Bodyguard 剩女保镖

Brief Synopsis (of main plot)
Zhen Ai Jia (Summer Meng- why does dramawiki list her as teresa meng?) was raised military style and was trained to be a bodyguard by her dad, but all she wants to do is to be a "normal girl". So, she signs a contract with her dad that after this last client, she will retire and get married. But, of course, the client He Zhong Qi (Alien Huang) is arrogant, full of rules, and full of insults. Ai Jia wants to do many things to him, but protecting is not one.


My Thoughts
This 82 eps drama took me way Way WAY too long to watch. Different parts made me love/hate the drama in different ways...so spoiler alert!

Friday, August 9

Exo Fans' Cheering Cuts Off Zhang Han

I saw this article online today and I really wanted to translate it. I tried to translate word-for-word, but of course, that doesn't work out too well all the time.

Translation
At the recording of the AnHui TV show "亚洲偶像欢乐七夕夜", the popularity of Korean boyband EXO was very high. Thousands of fans screamed and cheered as soon as they arrived onstage, but the nonstopping screams drowned out the host and other guests speaking. In the end, many parts of the show are in danger of being cut out, including Yang Mi's opening performance, Zhang Han and Zheng Shuang being awarded, and parts of Exo's performance.

 EXO's fangirls raised the price of tickets from 100 RMB to 2000 RMB and the ones who could get in brought everything, including binoculars and posters.Their craziness wasn't just because of EXO's performance. They also screamed whenever a member walked out from backstage to his seat. Many times, the host was forced to stop speaking. When Zhang Han and Zheng Shuang went on stage, his fans had just started to cheer when they were cut off by another cheer. The second cheer was because an EXO member had just came out from backstage. Mean while, Zhang Han, who was onstage giving his speech, was greatly distracted and gave up.

Some of my thoughts
I'm not a kpop fan, but I do think that the EXO boys are pretty awesome. Mostly, I love the gifs of them on tumblr. But that doesn't mean I like their fans. At all. Ok, I know you're excited and want to show support for your idols, but PLEASE. Can you also show some respect for other people's idols? Let the other people speak! I feel bad for the other fans who aren't rude and are in the same fandoms as them. 

Thursday, July 18

Let me introduce: My bias, JR Chien 简孝儒

i realized that even though i've written a bunch of blog posts, i still haven't talked about my bias a.k.a. my life a.k.a. my idol: JR
Short biography
He debuted in 2003 when he was 18 as the lead vocal in the boyband K ONE. The band was known as the "best dancers of Taiwan". They released their first album "We r K ONE".  In 2004, all the members acted in the drama Top on Forbidden City along with Joanne Zeng and members of 5566. The OST for this drama had the most singers than any other drama (at that time, i'm pretty sure). In 2005, they released their second album "Love Power". This was the height of their popularity and were first in pre-order sales. Around this time, JR began his hosting career with shows such as Wan Quan Yu Le. In 2006, they released their third, and my favorite, album "Romeo and Juliet: Love Story". In 2007, they released the single "Kingly Way" and last album "Beautiful Commemoration". In 2008, they began promotions in Mainland China. Sometime after, they disbanded.